dit heb ik echt halfslapend geschreven vannacht haha...could be worse
this is a song about a guy called Bud
he was everybody's buddy, but he never ever finds his love
so when he's thinking about his life, it sucks
watching porn, all alone, without a wife to fuck...
and so he lights a blunt...grabs a bottle of booze
he gets high as fuck, but he's got nothing to lose
besides, the night's still young...driving drunk
to the bars, just to try his luck with some broads
instead he fights in clubs, 'cause they all drive him nuts
gives the biggest guy a punch, he doesn't size 'em up
'cause the liquor's got him fear proof...
speeding back to the crib, waking up the block as he steers through
and sees another car coming up behind his truck
fuck...it's the cops in his rearview...
who'll see he's driving drunk, that's the clear truth
they took his license, fuck...and they find his drugs...
...
a few months later and they're setting him free
did some time, sometimes, that gets you back on your feet
and now he's back on the streets...and he's all sobered up
now he won't go to clubs, 'cause he has to be clean
he puts in effort to be...but his peers don't accept it
they don't see his problems or they chose to neglect it
but Bud remembers taking beers instead of breakfast
made a promise to himself and he's chosing to respect it
before you knew it all his friends dipped...
and so he learned about the meaning and the value of a friendship
which got him thinking: 'fuck the love I've been looking for!'
it's all shallow anyways, in that case, I don't have to wait
man, I could be getting brain, 'cause that's what a hooker's for
and all the sex's the same, that's in fact what I'm looking for...
right? called a callgirl on the same night
treats her like a slut, which he can, 'cause he pays, right?
...
a few months later and the hooker's now his girlfriend
or she pretends to...seeing how she tends to
give him more attention when the rents due
and everytime they've slept together...she leaves the bed to see the next dude
but he's now paying all her bills, 'cause the sex's good
besides, she's the only person he connects to...
it hurts him knowing all the other guys are rude to her
he's paying all this money, in the hope of getting through to her
it never stops...even when the money for her living
and the rent is dropped, she wanders on a parking lot
charging random strangers twenty bucks just for jacking off
he spent all his money so she'd quit, but she'll never stop
so he puts two and two together, and the fact struck
she quit school, because of meth...it all adds up
his heart is broken, wants to leave her, but he can't
so addiction wins again, she was everything he had...
so instead, he's gonna help her out
so she can step up to cocaine, just because he pays
and their friendship stays the same, as he claims
to know about the drugs that she takes to relate
in the hope to create a bond, eventhough it's fake
she asks him to partake...and he made the mistake
as he took that one line off her table, he was hooked from day one
the demons almost seemed to lose...but they won
now he got cuban links, no raekwon or chain on
what's left is a hooker and a guy he cops his caine from
...he fought back, but they won...
all that's left is a hooker and a guy he cops his caine from